Birthdays & the integral paradox

I was standing this evening and I realize that I haven’t written anything for a while so I thought for a bit, i realized there’s some stories I have in my mind that aren’t full blown write-ups so I had thought about it and I was like why don’t I write short articles? I consulted my thoughts, computer and man alike.

Here we are, the integral paradox.

It’s a newsletter in the newsletter, like double stacked newsletter.

Here i drop short stories or things i learn, basically my integral thoughts.

Integral thoughts are the basic of thoughts, you get to see the thought rationale behind theories.

Sometimes you’ll see it multiple times in a day, some in a week. But there would always be something. Hope you learn something.

My birthday, I’m sitting down in an empty restaurant waiting for my order, i used to dream of solitude and now i have it, I don’t regret it but sometimes you miss social interactions.

I take a look back at my last birthday, I celebrated that with my brother and the boys, when i think about it, that was a fun time.

It’s just like what i said on the podcast “My 20th Birthday,” you never know what people sacrifice to achieve certain things, here i sacrificed solitude, it really is a lonely road, a journey one must embark on alone.

So as i go home, alone, i reflect on life, as i shared my age, women start to think of you differently because you’re apparently younger than them.

For the most part, this was a calculated repercussion and i make peace with it.

Also the vision becomes clearer, I started this journey with uncertainty, i never thought that people would be so invested in the creations.

So my goal for 20 is to make everything that comes to mind, i have an idea, i execute it.

I embrace the sense of urgency, the fear of uncertainty and the brevity of life.

Do it scared.

Live life a little and embrace it, my comrade.